[How many times can we fall?]

[toremainbehind]

[It's been a week since they've managed to escape.

Neither of them knew who tipped someone off about their location, who helped them escape while everything became hacked and otherwise useless in keeping them contained. It had been their downfall to let Izumo stay in the frontline, his skills almost legendary now with how effective of an assassin he has become over time. Their downfall led to their deaths, and Izumo has ran away with Eric while the remnants of that group tried to go after them.

They didn't know where to go - who to turn to.

For them, this open world was a mystery, even if Izumo has more experience than Eric when it came to the outside world. There's no one they could trust, and little to no money to their name since their captors often took the money Izumo's earned for his kills. But Izumo is adaptable, taking odd jobs here and there in order to earn enough money to save up and find a place to stay.

It's only been a couple of days ago when Izumo first ran into the leader of HOMRA, the Red King and him having traded blows before it came to a tie. They went their separate ways shortly after when an informant came running towards them, Izumo having escaped before he could be questioned.

Now, he had taken Eric to a refuge in a motel. It's small and not one of the best, but it's the best Izumo could afford on such short notice when it became obvious to him when Eric has to rest again.

His right shoulder blade itched from the burns he received from Mikoto, but he ignores it in favor of in-between watching Eric sleep and looking out the window from his perch on the windowsill.]

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[redstray]

[ He clings to him and shuts his eyes.

It was his fault. It was all his fault he got caught. That was what was making Izumo push him away. He was bad bad badbad! If he was good, Izumo would stay. ]

Please, please I'll be good. I won't bother you. I'll stay in my room I promise. Please I won't get caught again, I'll be good I swear.

[ He was trembling, sobbing now. He couldn't do it. He had to be a good kid, a good boy. ]

I don't want them I want you, Izumo. Don't leave me big brother.

[toremainbehind]

Eric, it's not your fault.

[The sobbing and the trembling were piercing through Izumo's heart, the reaction causing him to become more hesitant in his decision to leave.]

I won't be gone forever, but both of us need this.

You're never a bother to me, and you never will be, but this is something both of us have to do.

[redstray]

Please please please please please please...

[ He kept repeating it. Kept trying, he had to. He wasn't ready for whatever he was saying.

But in the end, he becomes quiet and his crying stops. He still kept clinging to his brother but his mantra was done. ]

[toremainbehind]

[Izumo holds Eric close, refusing to let go of him.

He didn't want to go, he doesn't want to go.

Looking over when he hears the door creak open, Izumo sees Totsuka and Fujishima peering inside cautiously. There's concern on their faces, but Izumo mouths something at them that has Totsuka opening the door a bit wider, announcing his presence to them.]

[redstray]

[ Eric doesn't look, doesn't register anything that's happening. He keeps his grip on Izumo, ignoring them.

Were they the ones that made Izumo think this stupid thought? Were they really not trustworthy after all? They promised they would always be together and then they came by. He thought maybe they could expand their family but it seemed like it was being torn apart instead.

He hid his face in Izumo's neck. He didn't want to see them. ]

[toremainbehind]

[He runs his fingers through Eric's hair, hoping it would calm him somehow.]

Eric, it's okay.

[Totsuka echoes the sentiment, but is evidently unwilling to come closer.

Izumo gives them a nod, giving Fujishima a look when the other man took a step closer.]

They can be trusted.

[redstray]

...It's not okay.

[ He didn't move from where he was. The home they had promised each other was gone. The were suppose to be in peace, not have to worry about any of the stuff that was happening now.

He felt the heaviness come back in a wave but he pushed it down, being supported by his brother helping. He wasn't going to move. He didn't want to see his so called friends. ]

go away...

[toremainbehind]

[The two look confused as to what's being said, but Izumo merely signals them to quiet.

When they got the message, Totsuka and Fujishima quietly leave, leaving the two brothers alone once more.

On instinct, Izumo begins to hum, gently rocking them back and forth, hoping it will continue to calm Eric down somewhat.]

[redstray]

[ He hears them leave and his stomach twists, feeling guilty for making them leave when they came by but he was upset. He didn't know what to do.

He tries one last time, his grip slipping and growing weak. He had to close his eyes, the rocking making things worse even though it was comforting. ]

Please don't leave. Don't leave me.

[toremainbehind]

[He stops when he notices Eric getting weak, his humming slowly coming to a halt as well.

Shifting a bit, Izumo starts to pull away from him.]

I won't leave you - not forever, but please trust me on this, Eric. I hate this decision, too, but it has to be done.

[redstray]

[ He whimpered a bit as he was pulled away, shivering a bit. He goes to lie back down, his eyes closed. He didn't want to talk about it anymore, didn't want to deal with it. He wasn't leaving yet. ]

What were they doing here?

[toremainbehind]

[Izumo gently makes sure Eric's comfortable, tucking him in properly, and sitting on the edge of the bed as he gently swipes Eric's bangs to the side]

They wanted to come and check up on you.

[redstray]

[ He leans into the touch a bit, knowing that he won't feel this soon for who knows how long. ]

Shouldn't have kicked them out...tell them sorry... And if...if they want to come back...

[ He forces his eyes open, his vision blurry and dizzy. He glanced at the blob that was his brother. ]

I'm okay...

[toremainbehind]

I'll talk to them. They've been understanding lately.

[He gives Eric a soft smile.]

Even so, they worry about you, too.

[redstray]

[ They've always been understanding, the wouldn't hurt them, he knows that. He feels bad for thinking whoever made the choice for this was just trying to hurt them. They all cared and he cared about them. How could he even think they were bad people? ]

What's going to...happen when I'm better?

[toremainbehind]

When you're better, we'll need to be apart for a while.

It won't be forever, but we need to put some distance between us if both of us want to be able to heal properly.

[redstray]

Where will we...we be going?

[toremainbehind]

[Izumo pauses, looking pained briefly.]

We won't be together, Eric. Totsuka and Fujishima will be taking care of you here. I'll be leaving the city.

[redstray]

[ He figured that those two would be the ones to take care of him. They were all going to have to take care of the bar but keep it closed. But hearing 'leaving the city' caused some panic. ]

The city? Where...where out of the city?

[toremainbehind]

I'll just be going to the next city, I won't be too far.

[He gives Eric a small smile.]

If anything, I'll just be a phone call away.

[redstray]

[ That seemed just as far enough if he was halfway across the world. the farthest they ever have been. Where was he going to stay? How was he going to get by? It was all new over there... ]

Everyday...I'll call...

[ He shakes his head, trying to clear it. Nothing was clear anymore but he wanted to stay awake, stay with hie brother. He had a limited time with him. ]

How...how long...how long will you be...be gone?

[toremainbehind]

[He has already made the necessary arrangements, having managed to find a place to stay with Totsuka's help since the informant had been generous enough to give him connections.]

I'll be looking forward to your calls then.

[Izumo notices Eric struggling to stay awake so he places a hand on his brother's head.]

A couple of months at the most.

[redstray]

You...you do that too...call...

[ He nuzzles his head into his hand , enjoying the warmth. ]

Are you sure? So long...

[toremainbehind]

I will.

[Izumo smiles slightly.]

I'm sure. You'll see; I'll be back before you know it. Two months isn't that long.

[redstray]

...I trust you.

[ His eyes are closed now, nodding off every so often before coming back. ]

Going to miss you