[ His brother knew these people, he could have a different life. He didn't hate the one he was in now, but thoughts were scary sometimes when he was by himself.
Because what would happen if there was no Homra? No Izumo? How could he live without knowing how to do so much in his life. He was still 10 in some ways, in a lot of ways and it scared him. He felt all he was was a burden on everyone around him and he hated it.
He pressed his nails into his hands to calm him down and to stop shaking. ]
Maybe...I don't know, just forget it.
[ The food comes and Eric goes to staring at that, stirring it about and eating it. He shouldn't have brought it up, this life was fine, right? ]
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Because what would happen if there was no Homra? No Izumo? How could he live without knowing how to do so much in his life. He was still 10 in some ways, in a lot of ways and it scared him. He felt all he was was a burden on everyone around him and he hated it.
He pressed his nails into his hands to calm him down and to stop shaking. ]
Maybe...I don't know, just forget it.
[ The food comes and Eric goes to staring at that, stirring it about and eating it. He shouldn't have brought it up, this life was fine, right? ]