Which means we should try to open up to each other more, yeah?
[But his smile is sad, though, and he's staring at the wall across from his bed.
He idly plays with his fingers, a means to distract himself from his thoughts.]
The day I was attacked, all I could think about was you and what you said, and it made me wonder if maybe you were right in the end if I should just disappear.
['Would he be happy if I was gone?' 'Would everything be better for him if I died'?
Endless thoughts that consumed him, but not once did he ever dared to voice it out loud. Izumo couldn't allow it to take hold of him, not that it meant he was closing to have a few break downs when it finally became too much.]
I. I am so sorry for this.
[But his smile is sad, though, and he's staring at the wall across from his bed.
He idly plays with his fingers, a means to distract himself from his thoughts.]
The day I was attacked, all I could think about was you and what you said, and it made me wonder if maybe you were right in the end if I should just disappear.
['Would he be happy if I was gone?' 'Would everything be better for him if I died'?
Endless thoughts that consumed him, but not once did he ever dared to voice it out loud. Izumo couldn't allow it to take hold of him, not that it meant he was closing to have a few break downs when it finally became too much.]